The monster awoke this morning:
broke loose from the cage
and is wandering the streets
of some anonymous small town
in Northwest Illinois.
And I will not chase him down again.
He and I and the world are all better
when he is not knocked out, stowed
away,
forgotten in some dark corner of my Id
left to languish in some gray dream.
You cannot starve / what does not
survive / on bread alone.
He greeted me in the mirror, wild
haired
monstrously bushy eyebrows, deep set
unrelenting eyes,
the face of someone who might appear
familiar
if anyone has been paying any attention
at all. Have you been paying attention?
At all?
You've all gone and done it, he
says. / Waited one day too many / and now, and now
and now...
It's
the anticipation that makes him pause
because
he knows, lumbering the street,
looking
oddly like a baboon on the hunt,
he
will attract stares, and gasps,
and he
will, undoubtedly, offend some
old
farmer's wife or another
who
does not understand there is more
to man
than the collected hours he works
and
whittles and the little bit he dies
each
and every day. And some farmer
or
another will be offended, too – because
they
will never know the freedom
of
walking through the world
without
carrying the fear
that
someone, somewhere
has
found the secret to happiness
without
waiting on god, on grace,
or on
some nicely written obituary
outlining
the predetermined brevity
of his
long laborious days.
It's
the anticipation that draws him out
and
into the street – coming soon
to a
store front, coffee shop, bar, or street corner near you.
He
carries doom in one pocket / salvation in another
and
you will not know
which
he might be inclined to share
until
you look him in the eye
and
show him the the glimmering seat
of
your soul, share the warmth of your heart
and
accept without question –
even
though you might find his grin
just a
tad disconcerting.
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